Well, my excessive sleeping has returned, despite the fact that I’m back on the Teva manufactured generic Lamictal. I feel like nothing is worth doing, and I don’t find anything enjoyable. I don’t want to be conscious. I’m not tired … I just feel like I’d rather be asleep than face the mood I’m in. …
Today I’d like to talk about a personality I’m painfully aware of … the Intelligent Idiot. I am one of these people. Basically, what you have in an Intelligent Idiot is a person who can comprehend and put together words in a coherent, even effective, fashion, without really understanding the content of those words. Such …
Lately I’ve become interested in religious subjects again, particularly as a source of comfort to my troubled mind. It doesn’t even particularly have to be any specific religion, just some kind of belief system. Anyway, I started researching the beliefs of my father yesterday — Pentecostalism, Charismatic, the origins of all that, Azusa street, glossolalia, …
Pretty weird dream a couple of nights ago. I dreamt there was something wrong with my prostate. I don’t know specifically what it was, but for some reason in order to keep it going I had to remove it from my body, so suddenly I was walking around with my prostate in my hand. It …
I graduated High School in 199X in a class of 5 other students. It wasn’t hard to be the best student among them. Given my natural aptitude at test-taking I had aced most all coursework I had been presented with up to that point, and I left fairly confident that I would be just as …
Lately I’ve been suffering. I’ve been sleeping 14-16 hours a day, with no desire to do anything else with my time. I’ve been feeling that everything I do or possibly could do is a giant waste, pointless, and without meaning. On top of that, when I am awake I feel strung out, weak, groggy and …