Welcome to the Homepage for Special Projects of cacophony and vexation — primarily the Binkomatic Catharsis Center — a mental health and wellness blog dating back all the way to LiveJournal in 2005. vexation also stashes many of his tech-related projects here — including experiments with customizing videogames (Collections on Nexus Mods, formerly the Licentia Wabbajack modlist for Skyrim Special Edition), maintaining online gaming servers (for Minecraft using the Otherworld Dungeons & Dragons modpack at jewel.cantmeme.com, and the DOOM 2 SUPERCHARGE co-op server on DoomSeeker), developing artificial intelligence websites and chatbots, administering remote cloud SaaS solutions, and providing cybersecurity support. At heart I consider myself a fiction writer and one can also find such projects here — but I am a perfectionist about only this particular hobby and find it difficult to complete works because I always wind up despising them.

Feel free to browse around if my creations interest you. Most of you are probably here because cacophony, vexation, or caco-bot benefited you some way. If you want to give back to a struggling Bohemian, you can find donation-related links below. I included a convenient PayPal link that accepts most major credit cards. This page prefers Patreon or Ko-Fi for tax purposes, but PayPal offers more flexible options.

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