Striving For Worthlessness

I haven’t written because I’ve decided to be a useless loaf. That’s right. No self-improvement whatsoever. I’m not going to exercise, eat right, quit smoking, or occupy my time with anything other than videogames. No reading, writing, or arithmetic. I’m just going to sit around doing whatever I want, all of the time. I’ve decided …

Another Year Has Passed

The main thing different this time, as opposed to the last time I wrote, is I’m no longer in my twenties. When I turned thirty, I promised myself I would do things differently. I would try to change myself, to improve myself. I created meticulous little lists in notepad.exe of things to do each day, …

You Say You’re A Therapist?

I’ve been leaving this Journal alone for some months now. Probably all of my friends have stopped reading it. However, I’m going to try to update it at least once weekly with the latest events, thoughts, etc. from my life. It will probably be extremely boring. But I’m going to do it anyway. I used …

Date of Post: I Started Using MySpace

Lately I’ve been having wild mood swings, from depression to irritability to excitement. I’m trying to scientifically narrow it down to a specific cause, other than “I’m a Stupid-Head.” Seemingly it’s possibly one of two things, either my lack of eating (no money) or various intoxicating substances I have imbibed on a couple of occasions …