I am currently on a prescription for Risperdal to prevent Manic episodes that sometimes lead to Psychosis. Every time I have forgotten to take the drug in the past, I have been unable to sleep, waking up every half hour to hour until eventually I force myself to stay awake out of frustration. The sleep …
Oh God, I just had the most disturbing dream I’ve had in a long time. It all started with a recurrence of my Manic / Paranoid symptoms. I started to behave quite oddly and my family members were concerned about me. All of a sudden, out of nowhere, I’m invited into my Dad’s Office (he …
Had a dream where I was with a bunch of people I was just becoming friends with. I didn’t know them very well and they proposed that we hang out and smoke some weed. I said, “I’ll tell you what, I’ll call my friend Al DeLarge, I think he’d like to join us.” The others …
The time of my move to Lexington, September 1, is fast approaching. As that time nears, I find myself growing increasingly anxious. One of the things I’m afraid of is what type of people my Brother will have around the house. Bro likes to date and sleep around a lot, and he usually has one …
[Editor’s note: I cut out several dreams here that were more uninteresting than usual.] In my final, most disturbed dream, I dreamt that I first met Roma in 1996 instead of 2001. She was trying to gain immortality by sacrificing money and technological devices to some type of large machine, and by stashing various Anti-Capitalist …
Dreamed I was watching some series of videotapes on the creation of the Universe sponsored by my Uncle. We were wandering about in some type of kitchen when we felt strangers about. We looked nearby and in an adjacent kitchen was people cleaning up our dishes and other messes. Suddenly one of their heads burst …