I just remembered a dream I had last year, when I lived with Delbert. In it, I was experiencing symptoms of sleep paralysis. I wasn’t fully conscious, but I dreamed I was lying in my room on my shitty mattress in exactly the position I was actually in. In the living area, I could hear …

I felt extremely odd last night. I would look up at the trees and think… what are these mysterious organisms extending their tendrils to the sky? Why is there this vast expanse of empty space filled with burning fireballs of Helium and Hydrogen? Why do I have a physical form with two arms and legs, …

I’m fucking miserable right now because I missed my Risperdal dose last night. I put off filling the prescription until the last minute, relying on my brother to get it for me, but since he had just been to the pharmacy the day before he didn’t want to go again yesterday. So now I’m sitting …

Our Culture is so soaked with Cynicism it’s a wonder that anybody believes anything. Religious Leaders are continually falling into economic or sexual disgrace. Economic Leaders are continually swindling unsuspecting taxpayers out of billions. Political Leaders are continually making popular promises, breaking them, and finding excuses to go to war or compromise their values. To …

I dreamed that I was part of a Dystopian future where man is more Cybernetic than human. Infants were implanted with machines from birth in order to control their activities and thoughts, and it was impossible to live life independently. In this world, I was a female who had somehow broken free of the control …

Whether we like it or not, all of us are members of certain stereotypes, depending on our race, class, and personality. This is especially true for me, a socially maladjusted nerd, and as I thought about it some yesterday morning, it depressed me. I don’t get along well with others. I’m extremely shy around strangers. …