Month: March 2005

Just Got Back from Psychiatry Group

It’s an ideal place to go for me, because the behavioral clinic is a “quasi” government agency; a non-profit corporation set up to receive funds from certain government programs and several branches of business that are actually profitable (unlike the clinic). So I have a blend of government subsidy of the underprivileged combined with a …

My Friends Hate Me

Dreamed that all my IRL friends started hating my guts and didn’t want me around anymore. They all made terrible excuses whenever I suggested that we hang out for any length of time. Most of them seemed to be wearing some type of porcelain mask. I remember being the most incensed with Darron because he …

The Brother Feeds His Dogs

Just got back from going with The Brother to feed his various hounds and beasts he keeps in an obscure location. . . . In any case, the primary reason(s) I went with him were 1. to speak with him about spiritual matters and 2. to explain my true motivations for attending his church. Regarding …

Fucking and Money

My general thoughts on religion are presently hovering toward the “intellectually a mass delusion, but individually necessary for a balanced life.” This is why I’ve been giving churches another chance lately. I recognize that I am a spiritually bankrupt person but am finding it difficult to fill this void with something that doesn’t offend my …