Had a major relapse today.

Today was a terrible day. Massive relapse in almost every respect, total paranoia exploding from every orifice to the point where I could barely function. I was hanging around an un-named individual who described himself as a “conspiracy theorist” and believes a lot of crazy things regarding being monitored at all times as secret unmarked …

The Apocalypse Is Always Upon Us

Dreamed the Apocalypse was occurring again. This time I was obsessed with recognizing the very clear signs of its approach, such as certain scriptures of the Torah being recited in a certain way while weird obscure paintings were restored to perfection; and everyone stood around chanting as peregrines landed in our midst to signify the …

Spent some time with “The Brother” today.

The Brother, that is: Poet-Laureate of the Post-modern Counter-revolution. I am supposedly a member of this “post-modern counter-revolution” because I have accepted the statement: “There is truth.” He is possibly as strange as I am, and has a vast amount of knowledge on a wide variety of subjects. Three Random Facts Gleaned from the Brother: …

The Demon of Prophecy

I dreamed that I had the true gift of prophecy. I knew this because I found an old note of mine that said that one day, I would be invited to do a job with ERinin California at which there would be many unpaid accounts which I would get in legal and financial trouble for …